Joe Budden, Padded Room (February 24, 2009)
Joe Budden is from a school of street rappers (count Joell Ortiz, Budden’s rival Saigon and Royce Da 5’9” among them) who try to spend their entire careers as prodigies “on the verge.” He has teased and delighted the blogosphere with mixtapes for nearly five years, as if to prolong the moment of being an almost-star. So Padded Room (actually Budden’s second album after his 2003 self-titled debut) feels like an awkward attempt at achieving long-overdue ecstasy. He offers emotionally overwrought dramas – ruffling through nymphomaniac “Exxes,” stealing a friend’s “try-sexual” girlfriend on “I Couldn’t Help It” – and delivers them in a halting, gasping voice, as if the songs were so heavy. There two rock songs, including “Adrenaline,” that fizzle out despite their hair-metal bombast. Then he imagines his death on “Do Tell,” noting, “Tell fame I didn’t want it/Nah, I’m a keep it 100/I tried my best to go and get it but the nigga fronted.” Perhaps Budden’s saving grace is that he knows he’s a loser in the hip hop sweepstakes. Yet he continues to burnish a pseudo-legend, using his considerable linguistic strengths to make an album about going insane from his vain pursuit of fame, veering between NASCAR grace and ugly car crash. Amalgam Media.